September 2009
90 posts
I had a fucked up dream with two of my worst enemies on this planet. How I wish I had the power to wipe all of those motherfuckers out!!!
I’m feeling a little homesick right now. I’m just going to bury my head in my psych text book and ignore it.
The awesomeness in my life right now is overwhelmingly great!!! :D
I look so good without you! :D
I’m sleepy.
I’m excited about dad’s surprise birthday party this Saturday! woo hoo! :D
My stupid roommate keeps taking my water and leaves the kitchen messy. I think I should start embracing my violent side for this reason only
would go away. I sometimes know the right words, but I cannot say them. Other times, I can’t even think of the words to say. “You know me but you don’t
I secretly wish to be that type of person that everyone likes. Sadly, I’m the type of person that everyone can’t stand. I spend my nights hiding in bat
rom other people, A heavy darkness, like looking at a person from the bottom of a well. I believe that if I could say the right words, then the darkness
hrooms because I don’t want anyone to see me cry. When I’m left inside my head for too long, I become afraid.
There’s a darkness that separates me f
I secretly wish to be that type of person that everyone likes. Sadly, I’m the type of person that everyone can’t stand. I spend my nights hiding in bat
ndle. But, if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best -Marylin Monroe- I lay my head down and wander away to
Sometimes fear is the appropriate response. I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I’m out of control, and at times hard to ha
that person has no argument. All people make mistakes, it is human nature to err. But when the ugliness of mistakes are embedded in ones personality a
I come back and try again. Sometimes, all a person needs is a little perspective.
My faith was strong, but I needed proof.
Can you imagine your wh
care.” Don’t you judge my composure, because I’m bothered everyday.
I grew physically and shrunk mentally.
My life is like a video game: I die, but
When love sings it transcends ALL bad things. “I’m sorry that you have to see the strength inside of me burning”
“All that I was, was just because I
never knew” “Work out your own salvation with fear and trembling”
“God damn it you’ve got to be kind! That’s the only rule I know”
“Would you stay t
the faraway place of my dismay. When a person is too afraid to prove themselves trustworthy and righteous, it is because there is nothing to prove, and
ngs as they are, we see them as we are.” Anais Nin “Privacy is dead. Along with chivalry and fidelity” “I’m honest to a fault and its my fault I’m that
nd they become habitual as a result of not learning and growing, it becomes idiosyncratic, difficult to extract, and a burden on all. “We don’t see thi
ogether if all you had in common was the past?” . With every passing day my insides grow stronger and brighter. I feel almost completely helpFUL.
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l stoppage of speech at a moment when words are superfluous.
Ill mend myself before it gets me” “You don’t have to hold your head higher than your heart”
Our limitations and success will be based, most often, o
n your own expectations for ourselves. What the mind dwells upon, the body acts upon. A kiss is a course of procedure, cunningly devised, for the mutua
It’s good to be in my real home :)
For the first time in a long time, I don’t feel any hate or negative feelings. I feel great :)
First day of class was awesome! Made some new friends and had some good food :D
The entire power on campus just went out! Holy shit….that was scary…
“If you were dead or still alive, I don’t care.”
You can’t be a wonderful father if you are not a wonderful man.
Life in the dorms: pretty damn lonely right now since I’m the only one here lol. Roomie will be back on Wednesday.
Yesterday was such a good day :)
I had the PERFECT last day at home <3
Moving day today. Good bye Palmdale—you’ve been good to me :)
Mom and dad are helping me pack my stuff in the car. I’ve only cried once today, but I feel another one coming on :(
Moving day is T-minus 20 hours…
Gonna go bake my apple pie now :)
I hate when women wear the bluest of blue eye shadow with tacky clothing. YUCK!
Just took a shopping trip w\ mom to Sanrio and treated myself to a cute Pandapple canister & a hello kitty phone charm. :)
My knee hurts AGAIN and I can’t move. This is RIDICULOUS!!!! I’ve got shit to do!!! >:-/
I forgot to pick up my vicodin from the pharmacy. Damn.
Moving day is T-minus 51 hours.
I finally got a job….but….it’s only seasonal. It’s alright though, at least it’s a job :)
It just occurred to me that I never got a phone call. I guess I didn’t get the job :(
I’ve lost 4 pounds in two days because of this mono. Tee hee :D
4 more days.
I have the sudden urge to dye my hair Coraline blue :)
I want ray-ban sunglasses. That is all.